Learning How Healthy Feels

This year has been nothing short of eye opening. There has been a lot of growth and there will be more. I have done so much healing and I am happier than I have been in some time. It has been nice to spend more time ebbing and flowing rather than drowning in the rise and fall of life’s circumstances. I have learned to trust myself more than I ever have, to give up control, and to trust in the universe.

I have finally reached a point where I am no longer seeking chaos to feel calm. That sounds crazy but as someone who has lived most their life with chaos it was hard to be calm and safe in a healthy environment. It’s nice to know on some level what a healthy environment is for a change. I am content and I have peace and that is something I will not give up freely. I am blooming into who I am supposed to be and I love myself for a change.

Published by izzysconfessions

I was born and raised in the smallest of towns in Southwest Virginia. A town that is extraordinarily active, yet a town that is like it's very own little mini Bible belt. My dad was Baptist, my mom pentecostal, and I'm paranormal. I would venture to say it is somewhat of a family trait. One that is met with equal acceptance and curiosity as much as it is met with skepticism. Individually and collectively so much has been experienced and witnessed at times to such a degree that one might wonder how on earth there is room for doubt. I dont have all the answers, I do not have it all figured out. Im as human as everyone else relying heavily many mornings on a lot of coffee and a little Jesus. In fact, I can't decide what I want for dinner most days. One constant is I cannot go a single day without chocolate. Pour a cup of coffee, or a little tea and whiskey and join me in my confessions of a haunted freak.

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