This year has been nothing short of eye opening. There has been a lot of growth and there will be more. I have done so much healing and I am happier than I have been in some time. It has been nice to spend more time ebbing and flowing rather than drowning in the rise and fall of life’s circumstances. I have learned to trust myself more than I ever have, to give up control, and to trust in the universe.
I have finally reached a point where I am no longer seeking chaos to feel calm. That sounds crazy but as someone who has lived most their life with chaos it was hard to be calm and safe in a healthy environment. It’s nice to know on some level what a healthy environment is for a change. I am content and I have peace and that is something I will not give up freely. I am blooming into who I am supposed to be and I love myself for a change.