There’s a little buzz inside me, a spark, an ember getting fanned by some cosmic flame I can not see. I feel the warmth slowly building inside of me, what secrets do those embers hold, what fire burns there? Only time will tell, seeds are planted deep within us by forces unsee, and when we do things to water them they begin to sprout and take root and in time they make themselves known. I wonder still what it is, a piece of art, a story, an action? We change, we are fluid and ever-shifting. What blooms inside of you? Do you know what it is yet? Passion is undeniable, purpose is debatable. One recognizes the firey feeling of passion but purpose is more abstract. Please don’t spend your days agonizing over your purpose in life as if there is an assignment you were never given and an impending test you must pass without any information.
There is no assignment, no mission, no deep-seated secret for you to uncover. You are a human and to be human in all of its diversity and experiences is all you really need to do. This isn’t the age of Troy, there is no battle and grand defeat, there is no throne to conquer or takedown. You don’t have to cure cancer to have your experience matter and be notable. You can create endless ripples of change quietly. If you need recognition to feel accomplished perhaps you need to talk with yourself. Being a household name doesn’t make you better than you are when few know your name. Opinions come attached to your name whether it be from experience or assumption, I suggest that you get to know yourself and let not the opinion of others waiver your opinion of yourself. Speak kindly of yourself and treat yourself with respect. One day at a time, one thing at a time, and onward and upward you go.
Confessions of a Haunting Freak 