On the cusp of turning 40, I wonder why we don’t talk about some things. The change in hormones alone is unreal. It feels like going through a second puberty in some ways, maybe it’s like puberty in reverse with the hormonal shifts. The fact that my body can freeze the better part of the day but turn into a radiator at night blows my mind and it doesn’t matter how cool the room is. I feel like standing in front of a freezer or spending a few minutes in a walk-in freezer. I can feel the heat pouring out of the palms of my hands. I feel as if I could generate enough heat to melt a small iceberg.
Speaking of hands, did you know we have energy points in our hands and fingers? Many healers are aware of them, they will in a sense turn on when doing healing work especially if you do it hands-on. I found out about the energy points in the hands when I went to a group reading a local medium was doing. I was sitting in the circle and spirit was also trying to connect with me. My crown chakra spontaneously opened and so did my hand chakras. My hands had so much energy flowing through them it almost hurt. It honestly freaked me out. At this point, I had, had many paranormal experiences in my life but I had not got to a point of acceptance and learning and this was the moment when that changed.
I accidentally read one of the women in the group, actually two of them. One was having the woman scan her body for health issues, that’s when my hands turned on. I knew what part of her body there was a problem in, I had never tapped into something like that before. I remember leaving there and researching energy pouring from the hands. Then there were a series of events that led me to some great mentors. I took intuitive healing classes because I wanted to know more. I have always been hungry for knowledge and love to research. At this gathering, I was also told I was an artist, and I immediately went that week and bought paintbrushes and paint and decided to try painting. I surprised myself by doing beautiful portraits. That meeting catapulted many things in my life.
After that, I also began to approach my abilities with an acceptance and desire to learn in a way I had never dreamed I would in my whole life. I was always scared of my experiences and afraid of learning more, afraid of what may happen. It was one of the best things I ever did. I have more peace when it comes to my experiences, I am not fearful in the way I was, I embrace a part of myself I had never been able to before. I learned how to be in more control, and I was given tools to deal with it and use it and I will always be grateful for that. A part of me wishes I had done that earlier in life but I wasn’t ready. If you are someone who has paranormal experiences I encourage you to learn more and maybe even look for a mentor.