Funny how sometimes our bodies will reflect how we are feeling. I am out of balance. I was going about my business for a thing this morning when suddenly I was hit hard out of nowhere I was dizzy and I felt like I was about to pass out. I had my arms full of laundry, I looked at my daughter and say I’m going down, I hand her the laundry and say again I am going down, wanting her not to panic if I do pass out. I manage to ease myself to the floor holding onto the stove handle, so if I do pass out I will be closed to the ground, it took a bit but it passed enough to stand up. Dang vertigo, I only had it hit me that hard one other time in my life and I had to crawl that time. It lingered for weeks that time and I wasn’t allowed to drive. This time it comes and goes.
Vertigo happens to directly relate to the balance in your inner ear. Without it, you don’t have equilibrium, much how I am feeling in my life. As if my body is reflecting my need to get my bearings and balance better. It also causes migraines, so it serves to slow me down and force me to rest, whether I want to or not. The universe sometimes has other plans, and what we want, isn’t always what we need. I feel like a lot of us are feeling out of balance, especially those who are sensitive to energies, it has been intense lately more than normal for many reasons. I have energy overload as I have been intensely researching my ancestry for days now and I have been connecting with so many energies even if briefly.
The best advice I can give not just for myself, but for any others who may be needing balance. Go.with the flow, don’t fight, don’t resist. If the universe puts you in a position and forces you to slow down, do it. Take care of yourself, rest, and recharge, the day-to-day chores, and challenges can wait. Get to feeling better and come back swinging. There is nothing wrong with taking a break. How can you take care of others, if you don’t take care of yourself? Don’t be so hard on yourself, you matter too. It’s okay, take time, heal, refresh and renew your passion and purpose.
Confessions of a Haunting Freak 