Energetic Mischief

Not a good night, rated 2 out of 10 if that. Still can’t sleep. Not sure what is even going on. I know something is a miss. I had the bottom of my foot tapped hard three times, the left foot. I can’t sleep because the goal was to get me alone, mission accomplished. I’ve got some spiritual PTSD going on. How many times has this happened? Here we go again, spiritual isolation.

I also heard a faint tap on the window above my head. I feel like I’m being watched and stared at, how does one sleep in those circumstances, I personally don’t. So much not good about this night, feeling pretty alone and abandoned. I don’t even know how to feel in general. At this point, I just wish I were at home in my own bed. I am so tired and I can not sleep. So much feels off right now. I have so much to get done tomorrow and at this point, it’s going to be rough sailing. I feel like I am in my own personal nightmare and it’s bringing back so many memories that just make the whole situation feel like it is snowballing. I have been seeing crap all day.

Published by izzysconfessions

I was born and raised in the smallest of towns in Southwest Virginia. A town that is extraordinarily active, yet a town that is like it's very own little mini Bible belt. My dad was Baptist, my mom pentecostal, and I'm paranormal. I would venture to say it is somewhat of a family trait. One that is met with equal acceptance and curiosity as much as it is met with skepticism. Individually and collectively so much has been experienced and witnessed at times to such a degree that one might wonder how on earth there is room for doubt. I dont have all the answers, I do not have it all figured out. Im as human as everyone else relying heavily many mornings on a lot of coffee and a little Jesus. In fact, I can't decide what I want for dinner most days. One constant is I cannot go a single day without chocolate. Pour a cup of coffee, or a little tea and whiskey and join me in my confessions of a haunted freak.

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